Confessions of a Hungry Soul

Here's the deal...get real people of all different shapes & sizes out there. Embrace your body! If 10 of my friends post a black & white selfie in their underclothes with the tags  # ImNoAngel  and   # ImNoModelEither .  # IAmProudToBeMe , then I will too. I'm so tired of my body hating...I've actually been nervous that summer in FL will be so humid that my fave dolman tops (they cover my upper arms) will be too hot & I might end up having to feel humiliated wearing sleeveles s tops...honest, I've been quite pre-occupied with that, even whilst saying angel prayers. I've found people I look up to spiritually are still quite judgmental about those of us that are plus-size...I know the same thing happens to people that are extremely thin too & the focus should be on health, not shape or size & frankly, if someone chooses to do something that is not viewed as healthy, that is their choice. I gave up judging others a while ago & will do my bes...

We just moved homes & cleared our energy of the house we sold, intending to leave only love behind. My oldest son passed a few years go, he was at my parents house when he transitioned, but I had bunches of his belongings at the house we just moved from & he did live there once too, so I gathered all hid items to take to our new home and cleared his energy from that house, also. We are still getting settled in our new space. The 3 of us & our fur babies are all energy sensitive. We all seemed to sense something benevolent, female, from earlier generations at the new house, so I did a house cleansing, both inside & out, using Tibetan bowls & smudging with sage with intention of assisting moving any remaining energy on its healing path, even asking my husband to climb into the rafters. Then I Violet Flamed some salt & sprinkled it along windowsills & across doorways. We set our intentions on love and not fear. We all slept much better after this. After the...

At this time last year, a combination of health problems and extremely cold weather resulted in me missing a lot of work, using up leave balances, continuously going from one specialist to another, spending a fortune on medical appointments and feeling quite cruddy. My manager at work and I spoke about the possibility of me filing for a disability retirement, which I really didn't want to do. She suggested I put in for reasonable accommodations, including a change in location to a warmer climate.  During the last year, I did a lot of affirmative prayers, resulting many times in saying several affirmative prayers, a day. Examples of my affirmative prayers are shown at the end of almost every blog post and on the Facebook pages I manage. I kept affirming that I would end up in a geographical location, home, and job that was in the highest good of all. At times, it was very difficult and extremely stressful. Yet, I kept faith, hope & the belief alive that I was in the ...

I've always hated goodbyes...from being left for the day at preschool to moving cross country...for a dozen years I was a road warrior at work and just leaving home for a night was hard for the 1st decade. So saying goodbye up close & personal was more than I could stand leaving home today. I just stuffed the emotions down...I told the house and garden that I loved them and was taking their spirit with me, but I couldn't look back & walk around, nor could I bring myself to pla n a little farewell anything. Except for my next door neighbor, I couldn't even give a goodbye hug to any of my friends...I was going to stop by my office & turn in my cabinet key and key fob, but that would have involved face to face goodbyes, so I will mail them back. I used to think it was silly when you'd hear or read about someone who avoided a farewell gesture because it gave closure, but I understand now.  So I will say Namaste (the good in me honors the good in you) Tha...

Chicas of a certain age that wear cosmetics experiencing the extreme weather of this week, if you looked in the mirror & thought what the heck is wrong with my foundation?! Then you analyzed your routine...serum...moisturizer...primer..foundation...powder...YES GUYS SOME OF DO THIS!!  Fret not, it is not your products or routine, but Mother Nature. I decided to concentrate on my eyes, slather the rest of my face in moisturizer (if you notice extra exfoliation, your skin is not molting just getting rid of that extra dead from the extra cold) then found some awesome Josie Maran Argon sticks and slathered them everywhere as well! Once the weather is back to "normal winter" you skin will slowly also return to normal.

What I know for sure is that there will be circumstances that arise that we do not wish to go through and the Angels are always here to assist with the good and not so good. We just let them know we need support. I chose to do this as affirmative prayers of gratitude, as if the help I seek has already been delivered. This method removes fear from the situation. There are certain times when we need to experience something. These are lessons, things we wanted to learn before we were born. In these circumstances the Angels cannot prevent the lesson, however, they can support us through it.  So when stating my prayer, I like to imagine what I want or something better for the highest good of all. I imagine the feeling that I want to feel when the situation has concluded. This helps guide along the spiritual laws of free will/choice, attraction, manifestation and grace. Thank you Angels for always being there to support me through everything. I am grateful that you continuall...

On Thursday, 2/12, I had a more difficult time waking & getting up. It just felt like I had no energy. I dove silently into my work as a Department of Defense, Management Analyst at my normal start time of 8 a.m. After about 1.5 hours, I really began feeling super sluggish. I noticed my eyes were stinging and watery. I decided I needed to listen to my body, so I sent a request to use leave to my manager. I set my Out of Office message for email and started wrapping up for the day. I had only worked 2 of my planned 9 hours. I went to tell my husband I was taking off work ,as I wasn't feeling well, when I noticed my voice was gone. I had a virus a couple of weeks ago & felt the effects of it lingering on, like swollen glands. I've been diagnosed with autoimmune, as I have a speckled ANA pattern. Last year I was going to doctors to attempt to narrow that diagnosis down, as well as, treat some spine problems. It was getting expensive and time consuming. We are hoping a m...